Wake up

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Assalamualaikum..


Would you give me one good reason, to fight and never walk away? But here I am, still holding on.


This world is full of irony. It is a wonder to see how people can react differently in some situations, and even if they might be close to one another, at one time, the obstacles they face are not the same. Like the saying "you are wise if you learn from your mistakes, but wiser if you can learn from the mistakes of others", our lives here in this world is really not long nor sufficient for us to learn everything by ourselves .

For a person who is battling to find a scholarship in order to manage her education at a private institution, the notice of rejection for an interview is anything but relief. Though struggling to study, the thought of not being able to pay her education fees and unable to sit for the upcoming exam just breaks her heart, and painful enough to make her cry in front of her laptop and books.

On the other hand, a person who already got a scholarship may be thankful for not having to worry that much, but needs to battle her own self and fight for the spirit to study. Even though having no financial constraints, a person's mind might just be too busy to think of his unanswered love, his loneliness, which causes him to seek unnecessary attention from others and got caught in conflicts and relationships. See? How can we say that the test from Allah is too big for us, when there are many others who might just feel more helpless and frustrated than we are?

Whatever this is, it is MY TEST. And I am responsible to face it with strength and optimism of Allah swt. I know there are mistakes that I should correct, and there are things that I can learn which later would turn me into a different person- a much better person, InsyaAllah.

Come on Fatin, wake up. It's not over yet as long as there are still chances out there to take.

Ayah, Ibu, Hanna, Ida and others here in UTP are counting on me. They need me to be strong, and continue on this journey with them.

Ya Allah.. sesungguhnya Engkau dekat...

"Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu (Muhammad) tentang aku, maka sesungguhnya Aku dekat. Aku kabulkan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila dia berdoa kepada-Ku. hendaklah mereka itu memenuhi (perintah)-Ku dan beriman kepada-Ku, agar mereka memperoleh kebenaran".
(Al-Baqarah : 286)




Fatin : Ibu, Atin tak dapat la interview JPA oversea tu.. huhu
Ibu : Takpe la Tin, semua tu ada hikmahnya. Kalau dari dulu kau apply oversea dan dapat, entah macam mana sekarang. Tengok la macam yang kat Mesir, huru hara jadinya. Even kau stadi jauh2, tapi Ibu duk risau apa gunanya kan. InsyaAllah.. ada yang lebih baik.


Terima kasih Ibu atas kata2 semangat, Atin pun tak sangka Ibu nak cakap camtu tapi bersyukurlah Ibu masih support Atin. Ibu selalu ulang, "Allah nak bagi yang lebih baik..", yakin sangat Ibu. Yang penting, Atin tengah usaha lagi ni. Doakan ye, harap Ibu ngan Ayah takkan putus asa untuk doakan Atin. Aminn


Till then, wassalam
~nffm~

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